Well, due to the notorious economic down turn ,I have been trying to take care of what I could before our Health Insurance runs out. Ive only had health insurance for a short time , and before that, I was one of those wonderful people who paid all medical costs out of pocket . What a huge drag that is, and so expensive, having good health insurance even for a blink of an eye in time has been ,truly wonderful. But needless to say Ive spent a lot of time at the dentist the last couple of weeks and this morning I went to get squished/ a mammogram. They were so efficient, I always appreciate efficiency. I’m one of those people who’s attention to detail is hyper sensitive even down to the lighting, music volume , doctors attitude and so on. I don’t know if that is type A or what . The nurse said they call back 50% of people they squish so Don’t go to the bad place if they call you. What? The Bad place? How did she now I had a bad place ? Everyone has a potential ” bad place” that they could to, and freak out obsess over ? Gee I wish I would of heard of that years ago. I’ll have to remember that line. And when I start to freak out, when I’m really freaking out and it isn’t quiet warranted . I’ll have to remind myself “Self? Don’t go to the bad place.” I have been thinking lately excessive worry could be wasted energy also guilt fear huh long list isn’t it .Maybe wasted time and energy useless wheel spinning. If it is needed worry can I guess be OK because it gets you into action and some time action is needed. So I will do my best to not go to the “bad place” if they call , to come back to get a second squish.(Gee now that I think about that it if they call to come back it might be hard to not go to the bad place. crap this little bab place progect could be harder than it looks . If your a guy reading this sorry all the squish squish talk but you probably have mothers and other females in your life . And I’m sure men have potential bad places in their heads too ,that they visit from time to time. One more dentist visit left for a crown and that’s it .skating wildly into the land of the uninsured unless Husbands training program works out because of being laid off. They may be willing to pay part of the health insurance. And maybe he may quilify for some schoolling. I’m so glad all this medical is almost out of the way. Now it’s back to working on my resume and pounding the pavement looking for work after the last couple of weeks, I’m actually looking forward to that, no needles squishing and so forth just the interview process.